I don't know what to do! Life seems to close all the doors around me.
spin!
I just want everything to be okay for once. For everything to slow down, even if just for a moment.
spin!
I need to just fit in. I can't bear everyone looking at me. When will it end?
spin!
I can't live up to anyone's expectations. What am I supposed to do?
sping!
I won't be able to move on. I built everything I know on this-- do you think I can just leave it like it doesn't matter?
spin!
I feel a crushing anxiety everywhere I go. I can't stand it anymore, but I don't even know why I feel this way.
spin!
I want someone to care, for once. Even if it's one out of eight billion. It doesn't have to be everyone-- just one person.
spin!
I never even noticed how awful everything is. I never even noticed how abnormal I am. Why am I like this?
spin!
I can't feel anything. I can't absorb the things I see, hear, touch, smell, taste... it's as if the world won't fit into my skull.
spin!
I feel frustrated. Everyone speaks a language I can't understand. It's impossible to comprehend them-- people.
spin!
I have been trapped in my head for ages. Everything I do feels like a chore. I can't tell anyone about the things I like, how I feel, or what I'm wondering. I'm just here to fit a role, aren't I?
spin!
I don't want to be forgotten, but I don't want to be seen. I never understood it-- afraid to be seen and judged, but yearning for someone to know who I am. Now I see that I just wanted to exist.
there is nothing left to do but spin.